I am desperate to speak with you

 I am not the first person to get older while the world is dying.
We do it everyday together and somehow get nothing from it.
You- reader you're my teammate now. I've recruited you
to feel this with me
Helpless in parallel
Hopeful in perpendicular
Of those eight letters, which ones are meaningful to you.
Quickly.
This is a test for both of us.

On the back cover of the akoshic record
You will find the name
Of the publishing company.
I tried to make that a haiku, but if I have to cut out one more syllabyl
My teeth will fall out like a dream.